Looking back in time
I should have told you I needed you so
Looking back in time
I still remember the look of your eyes
But I, I should have told you
I loved you before
And I, I didn't mean to
Deny that I was wrong
Without you
I was lost
I'm sorry
I never meant any harm
Being forced into this madness
I tried to back down
I tried to hold on
Looking back in time...
I should have told you I needed you so
Looking back in time
I still remember the look of your eyes
But I, I should have told you
I loved you before
And I, I didn't mean to
Deny that I was wrong
Without you
I was lost
I'm sorry
I never meant any harm
Being forced into this madness
I tried to back down
I tried to hold on
Looking back in time...
These are just a part of the lyrics from the very first song I composed in my life...I'm still searching for the inspiration and motivation that prompted me to write those words...
Can I NOT look back in time?? Can I only look forward and not look back??
I guess the label of being a sponge does suit me correctly...who is going to know what's inside this little heart of mine? How much it can actually take...how far I can strive...how long I will be patient...I'm hurting...it really really REALLY hurts...I'm really sorry, didn't mean any harm at all...but in a way, I guess I was really forced into this, the only difference this time...I'm not even going to TRY to back down or hold on...because I don't want to look back in time...I want to open my eyes to what's going to be installed for me...& PROBABLY you in the future...
I'm lost...seriously I am...& I guess I probably need a compass to guide myself out from this little lost heart of mine...
Can I NOT look back in time?? Can I only look forward and not look back??
I guess the label of being a sponge does suit me correctly...who is going to know what's inside this little heart of mine? How much it can actually take...how far I can strive...how long I will be patient...I'm hurting...it really really REALLY hurts...I'm really sorry, didn't mean any harm at all...but in a way, I guess I was really forced into this, the only difference this time...I'm not even going to TRY to back down or hold on...because I don't want to look back in time...I want to open my eyes to what's going to be installed for me...& PROBABLY you in the future...
I'm lost...seriously I am...& I guess I probably need a compass to guide myself out from this little lost heart of mine...